Tuesday, March 20, 2012


Shane and I only have a few more months of college left- I’m nervous and excited at the same time.  I'm nervous because I love my apartment.  I've spent a lot of time decorating it, and Shane and I have lots of happy memories here.  I'm nervous because my best friends are here.  I love my married friends and don't want to leave them.  I'm nervous because Shane and I have to "grow up" and get big people jobs.  What if we didn't learn enough, or, what if we're not good enough?  Scary.  I'm nervous because I don't know where we will be in a few months.  Shane could get a job anywhere, ANYWHERE!  

I'm excited because Shane is a smart cookie.  He does all that web development coding jargon that makes no sense, so he has to get a good job... right?  I'm excited because we get to leave Rexburg. (Don’t get me wrong, I love Rexburg… but it’s time to move on) I'm excited to start a new adventure; maybe Shane will get a job in Ethiopia... then I can adopt babies like Angelina. 

I think I just need to start thinking only about the exciting things because I’m already so nervous I’m making myself sick. 
Change is good.


  1. For some reason it makes me kinda sad that you are leaving Rexburg even though I am already gone, but I am very excited for you! I don't think it's as scary as I thought it would be... more crazy and very frustrating than scary and you're amazing so I'm not worried and you shouldn't be either. I miss you and your brightness and I hope will see each other again someday. Good luck on your new adventure!

  2. No need to be nervous my dear you guys will be awesome not matter where you are!! If you adopt a black baby, wait until i'm back from the mission.