Shane and I only have a few more months of college left- I’m nervous and excited at the same time. I'm nervous because I love my apartment. I've spent a lot of time decorating it, and Shane and I have lots of happy memories here. I'm nervous because my best friends are here. I love my married friends and don't want to leave them. I'm nervous because Shane and I have to "grow up" and get big people jobs. What if we didn't learn enough, or, what if we're not good enough? Scary. I'm nervous because I don't know where we will be in a few months. Shane could get a job anywhere, ANYWHERE!
I'm excited because Shane is a smart cookie. He does all that web development coding jargon that makes no sense, so he has to get a good job... right? I'm excited because we get to leave Rexburg. (Don’t get me wrong, I love Rexburg… but it’s time to move on) I'm excited to start a new adventure; maybe Shane will get a job in Ethiopia... then I can adopt babies like Angelina.
I think I just need to start thinking only about the exciting things because I’m already so nervous I’m making myself sick.
Change is good.